So much has changed this summer mostly my perspective of the world and the people in it. I have new dreams, new fears and more that have crammed into my head which I've tried sorting out mainly the questions that everyone answers sometime in their life "Who am I?" Like seriously who am I or what do I want to do with my life, with the up-coming senior year that question has to be answered real soon. I've wanted many things this year but mainly my goal is to get the grades so I can attend a foreign University. I have my eyes set on TUJ( Temple University) It's supposed to be hard to get in and you need good grades. Since my grades were aweful last year what better chance but to make up for it this year. I plan on applying for scholarships and all sorts to help me accomplice it. Havent thought about too much after University but I going to to something to do with cultures and languages. Who knows what will happen.
Well can't say I have done too much this summer except maybe re-decorate house so my rooms finally done yay! Also I had boring summer school for math. With that I made new friends such as Travis who I tormented because he couldn't get some concert tickets in time and his little buddy Ernie. Also talked to the cutest guy who sat beside me like (hoooot) aha then I had Jamie and Rebekah who I chatted to for half the month and Cat with Travis for the rest. New updates would be uhm parents plan to move again to Nova Scotia population 0 but I'll support them anyways next year I hope to be off to College or Uni so it's their life not mine I have to grow up sometime. This year I've lost many things close to be a few closer than many realize but change might be good or maybe I'll gain new things this year with Senior year at BHS!
peacexxx
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so.
a lot has gone on with us.
actually, not much of anything in all reality.
I'm not sure what happened, I will never be sure. I guess it's life, the whole growing apart thing.
But, I can't go without saying, putting all differences aside. You changed my life, yes, I got into some bad things with you at times ;] and did some things I am not too proud of , but you were there for me. It was YOU who went on that walk with me as I was sucking back those pills. Emma, i love you very much. I always will, we've been through tough times together, but you were by myside.
I hope things change this year - but it's not in my Hands :]
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